Saturday, March 11, 2006
My Fatal Dedication:
what i really want to say is
the only feeling i get is weird
everything is weird
it isnt natural anymore
the feeling isnt there
we've lost it
and i have no intention of retrieving it back
because
yea i feel weird
maybe its my jealousy
or the hypocrisy in you
i ask myself questions
but the answers are almost never sought after
because i know i can never get a sastisfactory one
i feel like putting you down
but it isnt right. (tho i do it sometimes unintentionally; sorry)
so the only way is to
make myself a better person
why do i even make an effort to publish this?
vent my frustrations?
or maybe actually i'm bored
and trying to act cheem
or maybe i just want to point out the imperfections in people
oh feel free to point out mine
some people write in small font
to hide?
but what's the point
whn you see this blank space there
you'll highlight
copy and paste (if you can)
and hohoho read your "invisible" post
so don't bother
i've been such a fool.
for you~
