Sunday, March 12, 2006
ok so i'm back from mc as usual
what i can say
disappointed?
upset?
definitely~
my recording sucks. it really does
1. bad control of high and low notes
2. no life. aka. [no storyline]
3. went off tune
sighs it's gona be a never-ending
i seriously need to brush up
was i too complacent?
i hope i wasnt
or did i lack the confidence?
well the recording sure didnt help boost it in any way
it's like dwindling
and then today i learnt a happy song
but i didnt feel happy
it's so ironical
when i sing sad songs i'm happy
now tht i sing happy songs i just had to feel sad
what kind of shit is this
i really tried
i wanted to enjoy
but;
i couldnt do it
the pressure was really overwhelming
nearly cried please :x
then plus all those praises
havent received one in ages
its like there's nothing good
pathetic and lousy
